meredith murphy | the ideafrontier

ascending currents open up life

Hello lovely readers, friends, soul family,

I'm on Palm Island, an island within another island, Siesta Key, in the Gulf of Mexico off the coast of western Florida. The birds are quiet and the lizards, typically sunning on my patio, are absent. Jackson my golden retriever/barometer, is a bit fidgety, telling me the pressure is increasing and I suspect we'll have a thunderstorm in a few hours. I feel nested deeply within the layers of my being and this place, open to all that I am and open to the world.

"In the world but not of it," is what I would have said in the past to describe the way I have been feeling, but that now feels like a misunderstanding.  For truly, the world is within me. The galaxy is within me. The cosmos is within me. I am all of this. The expression, the extension of our pattern of our being is so much larger then we realize, so layered, so intertwined with all that is, with one another, so filled with beauty, openings, opportunities to extend further into form and thus realization. 

I haven't written in a long while, since before the March Equinox. It seemed time to share some of what I'm observing in life on the ascending energy arc. I am always interested in what your experience is too, so please feel free to add comments or email me. It's our journey, collectively and although it may be experienced individually--consciously--energetically, we are the wholeness of it and being more fully conscious, through sharing, can feel so good!

As Sovereignty Expands, Standards for Connection Change

As ascending currents open up life, we become more and more sovereign. As our own connection with Source becomes primary, connections and standards for connections change.

I've noticed a part of me that no longer is willing to participate in non-sovereign interactions. This is something I've experienced very clearly lately, for example, when a friend calls and then ends up complaining or talking with frustration in a way where they are in a loop, digging into a topic, using emotionally dramatic language about it and actually amplifying the misery and wanting an emotional response ... I notice, it no longer feels right to participate. I had this happen very clearly recently and in that moment of clarity I felt my own discomfort, I knew why and I also realized I've done that myself in another conversation. I saw how I had at times used the conversation, or attempted to, to shift my energy. This no longer feels okay and I see that my standards for connection have changed. I don't choose to do it, or participate in it. I want to be fulfilled by my own connection as Source. Show up in my friendships sovereign -- full, resourced and connected. Conversations feel purposeful to me and joy-filled when they're about sharing and collaboration, creation. There is, as another friend shared with me, "less and less energy for these other kinds of interactions." Yes.

Embodied Unity Reveals Limiting Beliefs & Ideas About Abundance

I notice that when I attempt to organize something, to get it moving by creating logistical things, or making decisions declaring I'm going in a direction, that I feel anxious and a bit disconnected. And that's accurate really, I've created a story, a belief in separation by acting as if I need to assert myself to create things. By acting as though effort is required, as though force is necessary, even in very small, subtle ways I've denied the reality of my capacity and of the Unity which is. I lose my direct relationship with the moment.

Instead, now, what feels perfect to me, and works well is to just let life show up for me and step into it. To facilitate and participate in this when I feel inclined, I talk with my own fullness, inviting more clarity to fill in, within my awareness, about particular questions I have and ways I'm flowing. So I talk more to the fullness of my being, realizing I'm the emissary here and I need to collaborate and liaise with my fullness. This conversation is very helpful as it keeps me in the kind of rapport with me and the kind of perspective to my fullness that I feel is true. I also realize that when I've received inspiration, the next thing is for me to act, not to ask for more inspiration, not to ask for validation and to be pushed into it, not to doubt and hesitate, but to flow with what inspiration I've received as it appears. When I do this, acting as I am given inspiration, with trust in myself and allowing life to accumulate, for things to fill in as they do, I'm experiencing incredible abundance, feeling deeply supported and beginning to allow myself to be way more fluid and spontaneous, as well as less attached to experiences. It's quite amazing.

Expanding Beyond Ideas of "Better-than ..."

A huge thing that has become very obvious in my experience is that I feel completely uncomfortable with ideas of higher and lower, and ideas of "better- than ..." I cannot go there. When I am talking with someone who uses these words, or who speaks of their higher levels for example, as the place to be, I find that I invite them to expand out beyond that. To where all is included. When people speak of the "old Earth" or "3D" this way too, I cannot go there. I am simply unwilling to return to a state of being where I think things are better then other things. Like my island within an island, and my life as Meredith within the fullness I AM, I know dimensions nest within one another and it's all me and it's all good!

I am entirely free and able to choose in the moment what feels right for me. And I can let this choosing be neutral, it can be based on what presents, what opens up within me. Without negating anything else. Or creating a story of hierarchy or separation. In duality, we often felt we had to justify our choices. We worried about what others thought or would think. I find I no longer consider any of this and when conversation goes into talking about this as if it matters, I don't know how to relate, except to invite us both to expand beyond that space, because these things are not real to me.

Our Non-Physical Family of Light is SO With Us, Always

I am awed by the incredibly substantial, sustained, engaged, present connection I feel with the non-physical and my ability to continually open to all that is within my awareness. The angels, archangels, ascended masters, the other aspects of my being, the star family I am and share in, all feel as real to me as my dog, my friends and everyone and everything here. Increasingly time and space are collapsing and what this feels like to me is that connection has nothing to do anymore with how often/time or where/distance. I can feel the substantial connection I have to friends -- physical, animal or human, non-physical -- regardless of how often we talk or how far apart "geographically" we may appear to be. All of these things -- time and space -- are simply locators and increasingly this is my feeling, experientially. I experience no separation between these things. In hindsight, I see that I felt much of this, most of my life. My inner knowing has always been strong and once I've remembered a connection with someone here on Earth, they stay within my conscious awareness even if I haven't seen them in years. I feel their fullness always. I can see how this deep sense of connection has made my own mobility and changes of location, relationships, career, so much more grace filled. I can only imagine how my life will accelerate and expand, as I open even more to this true way of feeling the wholeness I AM/We Are.

More Confidence in Operating on Multiple Layers of Reality

With this recognition of time and space changing, I feel even more confidence in my inner knowing and sense of what's right for me. I use the word right, like the word "true" in the sense of being in alignment in the moment. It's this feeling for the aligned steps that fulfills my unique presence here. And I love it! Through all these shifts in the ways I'm experiencing reality, life is becoming more and more direct and more and more open and the multidimensional aspects of people and places are in play for me.

For example, I've traveled across the country, to the Southeastern United States, opened to absorb and fill up with my own energy from Atlantis which I somehow beautifully left for myself here. I am becoming more me, more fulfilled and returning the experience I had in Atlantis to wholeness. Empowering my confidence in being here on Earth even more and revising that experience by integrating it in this one, where we have succeeded in returning to the Law of One.

At the same time, I am enjoying the sun and the ocean, I am also broadcasting and making available the energy of abundance, confidence, self-love and enthusiastic, conscious, clear multidimensionality which I embody. I am weaving this throughout the Southeast as I travel, entraining and collaborating with the Earth energies and peopleand the fullness of All-That-Is flowing in through and as me and others, and places ... Giving and receiving energy as information and templates, codes and sharing from people and places. I am open to the fullness of my being and open to the world and this changes everything about being anywhere.

I am broadcasting energies that support resonant coherence and channeling daily and then some, which I know allows our non-physical Family of Light to be here, in through and as my energy field, and my dogs and cats are providing an expanded presence for these energies, a collective field together with me, empowering me to be present with even more concentrated, expanded fields of light and love. 

I also hear and feel what's opening for me. I feel my life moving back to California, feels like Northern California. I feel myself going to Mt. Shasta and drawing, literally, the energetic lines and connections here into a completion there and anchoring. I don't imagine these choices would be so clean and easy, so clear and soft if I was not in an expanded relationship to the world and to all that I am. I feel only the rightness, the alignment with all of this flowing and I also know it could change and I am loving it and loving participating in life this way. I feel the capacity I am making possible for my presence and for all of life, by participating openly this way. I also am experiencing the abundance of life -- financially and otherwise -- that make this all work without a glitch. Life is demonstrating abundance to me as I open and let go, stepping into my own fullness and allowing life to present to me. It's awesome~! And I've still got my training wheels on, imagine what else is going to emerge. I know I will be surprised, it will somehow feel inevitable and familiar and also very very good!

And so it is. This life of newness opens more and more fully to us as we open. Each day a new dawn. I am having so much fun and it's so wonderful to be sharing this with each of you. I am so glad we connected and have been making this journey together.

Within the collective consciousness of Earth and the galaxy, the Cosmos and All That Is, there is, a fast moving stream of ascending energy. It's wide open and accelerating. It's uplifting and expanding. And I am right in the middle of this juicy flow and loving it! Loving it! Loving it.

May all be well and wonderful in your experience.

Love,

Meredith

 

 

mini-energy update: your amplified presence

The energy is VERY intense! Or shall we say, what's taking place in our bodies, is quite exceptional!

This morning my vision was all whacked and yet, when I went outside to walk my dogs I saw the fabric of reality, moving as I walked through it. Incredible!! My peripheral vision was fine, but my straight-on vision was seeing geometries of light that were elastic-ey and moving as I walked and participated. Incredible. I talked with my inner being and welcomed this expanded presence of myself showing up and encouraged it to find a harmonious way to interface with reality so my ability to read and write would return soon. :) Within about an hour and a half, it was a-okay again. But what a cool experience! 

We've entered a new time of expanded light and your presence is being amplified. That's what is happening as energy comes in, as you feel the head pressure, the clearing -- you're being amplified into more you. The higher dimensional aspects of your continuum of being are coming forth, here on Earth. Emerging THROUGH you. The Earth has ascended in vibration and we're ascending in vibration by our higher dimensional aspects being more and more embodied.

trust where you are, claim the victories of everyone!

Wherever you are in this evolutionary pathway, embrace it with this knowing. I was sharing some incredible manifestations I've experienced lately with a friend and she brilliantly said, "I love what we're manifesting -- because your manifestations are my manifestations." And she's right. Claim everything wonderful that you notice and see in other's lives as your own, because we're all One and it's coming forth as individual aspects of our wholeness can hold the big juiced up vibes, and this is empowering all of us to do this and also giving us a joyful vision of what's coming! 

the arc from now through the june solstice 

I selected this photo above to introduce the upcoming events from April to May because our ability to trust those subtle perceptions empowered by our imagination is key to feeling the New Reality. As we enter into relationship with the New Harmonics of Consciousness, it is our imagination that empowers us to feel and sense the expansiveness of our being and the inner planes of our experience. 

Through our connection to imagination, sensation and feeling we play -- reclaiming our wholeness and allowing our expanded, amplified present to re-pattern our experience. 

recognize emotions and stories are paths of separation. 

It's important to realize that feeling, sensation and imagination are NOT the same as emotion. Knowing is clarity. Coherence translated into a nudge, or a sense of how to participate harmoniously and in alignment with all you are. Emotion and story-like-thinking often interfere with true knowing. They're often connected and caused by stories, beliefs, patterns and ideas that arise from the illusion, or the Mayan Veil. From duality. Emotion and this type of thinking are ways of separating ourselves from each other and from life. They're the pathways away from experiencing Unity Consciousness. We're moving into an experience neutrality, which, like emotions is often misunderstood.

neutrality is, as many inspired teachers have shared, the path to it all.

Neutrality is not flat, or boring. It's not passion-less or the void. Neutrality is a soaring experience of JOY. It's how you feel naturally when nothing is derailing you from your own innate high-vibe. It's how you feel when life doesn't trigger you. When you're not judging or making things, people, or yourself right/wrong. Neutrality is freedom. And it feels like exquisite, soaring, ascending cheerfulness, impervious to anything and infinite. Eternal. Neutrality is love.

Living in this neutrality, life opens in all the ways we felt ascension would uplift and transform our experience. Getting into this state is a process, as we've experienced. But we don't have to get there all the way to notice the benefit. Every moment where there, we experience more ease. 

our own expanded being can masterfully create our life.

As we continue to open more and more to our own higher levels of being, our amplified vibration draws to us invitations, and openings. We get gentle, persistent inner nudges and inspiration. By saying yes to our own life, by opening directly to our own inspiration, knowing and vision we use our presence to allow heaven to emerge through us, ground on Earth and create the New Reality. This is how we live in the ease we've heard so much about.

We call forth our own being, continually giving permission for all we are to enter this free-will experience through us, and this amplified presence can be given permission to create our life experiences. We don't have to set intentions, create vision boards, do affirmations or anything. We can just let our continually amplified presence show us openings that match our self. Of course affirmations and anything that helps us move into more self-love, empower our amplified presence, but the point here is that it's our expanded, multidimensional presence that can knowingly take over and create our life -- a life that will exceed everything we can even imagine. How fun is that?  

The new event calendar from April through the end of June is all about acclimating to this new way of being present and orienting to our fuller selves. It includes experiences to help you practice relating to life this way, questions and meditations that will open things up for you and opportunities to receive support and assistance from your own expanded self and the angels, archangels and ascended masters. You can see the full calendar of all experiences during this time frame here:

full event calendar from april - june 2013

It's a blast! frankly speaking. To be here NOW.

Happy happy joy joy, is how I'm feeling.

Claim it as your own, bucko!

Love + cha-cha-cha,

 P.S. In the midst of all this transformation, don't be suprised if you crave more food or different food. In the spirit of neutrality, why don't you eat whatever you want and just let it be okay? As often, as much as you feel inclined toward. It's time, don't you think? To stop making your desires wrong. Just a thought ... You let yourself rest when you're tired without making yourself wrong. Why not give yourself this relationship to food if you haven't already?

we did it!

the new firmament is HERE.

Choose what dimension, what reality you're living in...baby, 'cause there are options now. BIG TIME.

I was feeling it so much today and I made this little drawing on the back of an envelope based on my inner guidance. Notice the left, the 5th dimensional energies in the expanded earth are intermittent. AFTER the equinox, they're sustained, moving quickly, connected and stable. What this feels like to us is persistent joy, reliable high-vibe energy. [note: drawing is a METAPHOR]

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the gifts of the void, collaboration and connection

The Shift ...through 2012 and into this new space, left many us is in a the void. Big-time!

We may have sensed or received glimpses of what we may want to do or create, yet there has been a lot of incoming energy to process and not so much movement.  

The energy released in February -- within the Earth through an astonishing number of earthquakes and supported by heavy solar activity -- created even more spaciousness.  Now in March, the movement drawn forth from this time of stillness begins. We start to emerge from the void. 

Experiences in the void, help us know who we are. In a state of non-form, we can feel our own energy, we can be without expectations, we can refresh and renew. We can emerge bringing this expansiveness with us, along with new possibilities.

Experiences like this time in deep transformation, re-calibration, solitude and not-knowing, allow us to return to life having stepped out of experiences of habit and pattern. Living in new ways is hard. We encounter resistance because of old patterns and habits and much of our life is unconsciously lived and expressed out of these patterns and habits.

This long period in the void has served us by interrupting this pattern. We might realize that the meaning-void, the energy-void, the tired-void, all serve us by interrupting the busy-auto-pilot mode of our lives.

On an energetic level, amazing things are taking place. 

Each of us is bringing the fullness of our own harmonics more completely into our human system. Our Higher Self is merging more fully with us, in and as form. We are embracing our true identity as Keepers of Frequency in the New World. As keepers of frequency in this reality, by allowing ourselves to evolve and upgrade our energies, we are altering the harmonics of human consciousness.  

You, cycled out from the Great Central Sun to be here in this moment ... and the extension of your Soul into this expression of being is what is expanding. Embodying a fuller presence of our Soul Song is an innate ability of all beings, and one which will become increasingly important in the establishment of the new reality. Increasingly you are able to synchronize your being here with the Cosmic Mind, the Cosmic Rhythm, the tonality of your continuum of being, and be more fully present takes as an expanded expression of you, in form. 

When we come together with one another, to live our multidimensional understanding, to collaborate with our human presence and our non-physical Family of Light, we bulid our capacity to live the new ways at the leading edge. In these moments of shared focus, we orient to the emerging qualities of life and the newness we will feel as we tune to these subtle realms of understanding and experience with one another, helps us to live at the leading edge of our own consciousness and presence. Living in these new ways, regularly co-creating with others and in our own meditation and daily practices, supports us in letting go more fully of the old paradigms. Gradually we replace ways of living our lives, ways of being connected and in community, ways of living together on Earth, with new behaviors and methods of connecting, collaborating and creating.

Community, friendship, coming together and creating these conscious multidimensional connections and gatherings is powerful in part because in shared focus we are in a state of re-union. We experience the unity we are, more explicitly. When we're with others who are awakened to this remembering, we feel a deep sense of meaning and nourishment. The longing we have to be One with everything, is met in some ways very profoundly by our shared connections as conscious multidimensional beings.

Our coming together is also very important because there is an amplified ability to ground cosmic energies as knowing, as insight, as structure and presence and to practice and establish our lifestyle in new ways that reflect the truth we now have remembered about the nature of our human experience. Many people will feel the intensity of the energy from such connections! It's radiant and powerful. When we gather in groups, we create intensified, concentrated energies with our shared focus, and we can extend this, intentionally so that this gift of our attention and connection is amplified, creating even more benefit for everyone and everything.

Through discovering individually and then coming together and sharing, we create and find our ways of being and living in the New Paradigms of Consciousness, we grow. Exploring and co-creating, collaborating and connecting with others who are aware of the New Reality helps us to live with more clarity, more confidence, more appreciation of life and our presence here. It's a huge confirmation of our inner knowing and often there is a sense of deep belonging and relief as we get to share these fundamental knowings with one another. This deeper co-creation leads to increased self-love and joy for each of us, as we live more authentically. Incredibly, this willingness to explore and experiment in connection and community establishing the new ways of being human and living the New Consciousness, opens us to more abundance! Abundant health and well-being, abundant clarity, abundant energy, abundant resources such as money and ideas. By living more authentically we create greater alignment, which allows us to not only receive more, but to experience and nourish ourselves deeply with the love and innate sense of that are our true nature. We replenish ourselves! We gain strength and confidence in living on Earth and can share our sincere enthusiasm and joy with one another, creating greater openness and courage (heart-truth) in our world.

For more about what's happening in terms of energy and the new qualities, here are links to Archangel Michael's recent messages: 

• there is a new tonality shaping you 
• learning to sing your song

I celebrate your beauty and participation in this co-creation of our new world! It's an awesome task to carry light. We need each other to do this work, that's why we're all here.

Blessings and love to you, Family of Light!

Namaste!

the pathway of reflecting and choosing to make meaning

Today I began to see one of the ways my presence is opening up the hidden, mystical, aspects of life. I deeply glimpsed again, a new, multidimensional way of relating to the world. I was given clarity that hinted at this before but today it came into a view which I could absorb more. A sense of how life is changed. I know this discovery is rich and I committed to exploring it more so I could share. I am awed by it, truth be told, and thrilled by the path it's opening for me!

I believe we each are capable of this and in ways no one else is--that our unique presence is the key. This seems very clear and very real and so natural!

For each of us there are pathways which are recognizable--having affinity with who we are, our energy, our Cosmic, Planetary and Soular DNA--which when we dip into our deeper current, we begin to be more aware of and articulate about. If we tune to this regularly a conversation opens.

I invite and encourage you: make time to show up and listen. To reflect.

Reflecting is powerful. It's different  than being in meditation or in silence, in solitude with attention to your inner knowing. Reflecting is a soft focus of making meaning. Of understanding and noticing. This devotion to understand and realize takes your awareness into deeper levels. Let yourself see what you do express when you consistently trust yourself and attempt to speak of your inner knowing.

Each of us opening to these pathways is how we will begin to map what's emerging as new in our world! This is how it's always been, but it's even more available now. Our devotion to self love has given us the confidence to show up and trust our experience.

This new frontier awaits us and is still changing, appearing, being made. It's amazing and profound. What can you tell me about it all? I will not know it fully except through your sharing. I hope my devotion will make it richer and more known for you.

Together. That's how this will open up for us. By sharing and by mapping the landscape of expansive newness--together.

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Recognition of Where You Are 

February dawns and we begin to realize where we really are: we're in the middle, each of us emerging into the new in perfect time.  We're in the middle of bridging the old into the new. In the middle of crossing from one reality into another. in the middle of downloading and integrating all that is taking place, and all we've summoned. We're in a moment of releasing ourselves to the wisdom of SOUL, recognizing that it is Soul--the expansive aspect encompassing the continuum of our own being, which is wisely orchestrating our participation in this here, this now. Rather then feeling this Soul as something separate, outside of us, dictating--mysteriously--this moment, that moment, we are beginning to remember that Soul flows forth animating this experience and we are learning the dance of this sentience. The incredible dance of conscious, multidimensional collaboration with All-That-Is, in the form of our fully realized, most expansive, inclusive self--as Soul. 

Bridging 

We're still connected to the old because we bridge from it into the new. We're continuing to release, to reclaim the fullness of our energies, and we've encountered one of the first conundrums of the New Reality: how do we concentrate in a new bandwidth of frequency, fully present, while not shutting down the expansiveness and freedom that's here and also that's still unfolding?

It's sinking in that we're on the other side of the completion of a major cycle in existence. The disappointment of the 2012 prophecies, and/or the subsequent joy of noticing the subtle energies have become a bit more familiar now and the process is deepening.  

Everyone awake can feel that big changes have happened, but they're still coming forth in terms of meaning and understanding. The re-interpretation of the disappointment has helped some of us realize that subtler energies aka higher frequencies, in abundance were never going to show up in our lives with the explosiveness and fireworks some felt sure to happen and which we ourselves we may have anticipated at least on one day in particular. We've let go of that wish for an explosive ending ushering in the new beginning, and perhaps we've even realized the gift in this pacing--more gentle, more easy to assimilate, less "frying" for lack of a better work <smile> and begun to allow ourselves to notice what has changed.  This invites us into a elaborated relationship with self-trust and self-knowing; as we claim what we know, our vibration rises and our empowerment increases.  

Our innate wisdom can narrate our journey for us if we can tune in, slow down and be present enough to listen. Of course, then we also have to trust what we hear. This new and most vital conversation, which opens up an awareness of our own ability to hear and trust ourselves, is a key in making the passage into higher consciousness--it's our compass. 

To find our way once we're over the pass and into the promise land, we'll have to use a method of knowing, of aligning and of orienting, moment to moment, that is reliable and true. This can only be achieved through our inner connection. So even if we're in a new land, the ability to understand and make choices in this new landscape will only create a different experience to the degree we're able to let ourselves tune to this newness and orient with our inner heart-centered compass which is multidimensional and entrained to the rhythms and current of Cosmic Consciousness. 

The Pass to Higher Consciousness

The ascent over the pass and arrival into a new dimensional domain of higher consciousness left us spent, exhausted and barely able to celebrate this incredible accomplishment. In addition to being very tired still, many of us experienced a feeling of not even sure how to celebrate anymore. The meaning-void in which we arrived was so foreign, so unexpected and yet ironically, so liberating in it's refusal to dictate our experience, creating a void in which only we could create. For much of January this energy felt expansive, yet thick and unclear, and in that our old ways of establishing our structure in new beginnings feel flat and useless. It simply, to our Soul-relief, did not work. 

Truth is, this is all a blessing and an indicator. A blessing in that it places us outside of our history, frees us from our prior creative patterns and modalities to live truly in the present, empowered and whole. It's also an indicator that we're in new lands, vibrationally. Lands, or domains, bands of frequency literally where things that worked somewhere else don't work here, a confirmation that stuff is different fundamentally even though on some levels of perception it still may look or feel similar.  

As we begin to absorb the reality that we really have the option to live in this new domain of being, we're not necessarily comforted. Instead what arises is something we have perhaps touched earlier in life but which is nonetheless daunting. And for those who never encountered it until now, it's beyond intense; it's terrifying. 

We're introduced to the terrifying freedom and spaciousness of being able to make our own meaning. 

The Terrifying Freedom and Spaciousness of the New Reality 

One thing we never anticipated was the intensity of these subtle, higher vibrational energies of love meeting our memories, our histories, our existing consciousness patterns and our associations with all of these fields of information and energy and the patterns they created. 

There was a blessings in dying,literally--physically--and being re-born into higher forms and states of consciousness in our human history: you came in with a clear slate. It's immensely disorienting and intense to release yourself from your own bounds of imprisonment and limitation and to re-establish your conscious relationship with reality.  To create your own Map of the New Reality. This is, of course, what you did once already in this lifetime. But there is no familiarity with living a life as an adult human with the same disorienting beginner status typically reserved for small infants or young children. Remind yourself of this when you want to lie down and are longing for comfort, but remain aware that you are gifted right now with an amazing opportunity: the chance to map the territory of meaning and life on Earth as a human being, the the dawn of the new golden age. Don't rush, don't use other people's insights, harvest everything at stake here by orienting through and with yourself. 

The Challenge 

The metaphysical and existential fear of realizing you create your own meaning is something most humans avoid. 

Despite the longing in all of us, innate, for freedom, the actual experience is more overwhelming then anticipated. 

I remember earlier in life in my 30's when my own religious beliefs dissolved over a series of experiences, insights, releases and new concepts of understanding existence and reality. The idea that there was not a particular "purpose" that I needed to find within myself and then express shook me to the core. I understood that who I am includes innate qualities, yes, but that what I did with them didn't have a prescription that I needed to discovered and then followed.  This shift was a formidable realization to integrate.  It took me several years to get even get used to this knowledge being part of my life. Even then, I didn't live this truth to the fullness of it's potential--it was simply too overwhelming to attempt, much less accomplish. I was happy having more freedom than I had before and used what was easy to access and which answered immediate drives for expression with a resounding, "Yes!"  

In hindsight now, I see that these existential insights and the accompanying challenge prepared me for now. They were a foreshadowing which tempered me for now, and I thank the wisdom of my Soul for this baptism, preparing me for this now moment.  Even so, re-experiencing a much more elaborate version of this clear slate and incredible freedom has created a sense of elation, disorientation and even waves of depression for me as I sit in my "not knowing-ness" or what I think of as the meaning-void. Gradually I am finding an authentic way to respond to this, as many of us are. I am opening myself to the deeper meaning of this insight now that the the New Reality has opened within my perception and on Earth. It is from a willingness to tap this deeper current of our lives that we open to the deeper feelings, deeper insights, deeper knowings and ultimately the deeper truth, the ability to align spherically across many dimensions…THIS is what we aspired to and summoned. I try to remind myself of this when the challenge feels intense and I want ease and comfort.

Your Relationship to Not Knowing 

To play in the New Reality is not for the faint of heart. There will be many who we thought would come with us, who we always wanted the best for, who may stay put, waving to us from afar, choosing to live as they have, or perhaps as I did in the past--taking some strides into more stretched-out versions of life, but not yet ready to embrace their freedom as fully as it is being offered. This is more than okay--it's divinely orchestrated. Some people will simply die, and with their death, de-energize old patterns from our collective current and gradually life on Earth will transform. Some will harvest what they wish to and that may mean continuing to play in the old game because there is still learning and healing, wholeness and insight to be gleaned there. This deep connection with Soul that arises from awakening is pushing and pulling all of us, regardless of how we're currently oriented. Trust.  The departure of some will allow the light to buoyantly surface. The continual harvest of others will create deeper pathways of awakening. And some of us are actively, courageously exploring and calling forth this expansion on the leading edge. Embrace all ways we're playing.  

Transparency and authenticity are clearly themes in the New Reality, yet living in this way requires a present-moment focus and choices that arises from that awareness, not from a target or goal "figured out" or chosen because it sounds or looks good or which someone else chose or which we used to want. Archangel Michael in his most recent message reminds us, "You ARE the Blueprint: Let Go and Be You." Meaning--don't look for or create a blueprint for how to live, let your own innate structure be made manifest harmonically and energetically. The only way to do this is by showing up to live deeply and allowing your presence to accumulate and through this accumulation and relationships, seeing ourselves and experiencing ourselves more deeply.  You willingness to live life in your own comfortable version of the relationship to "not knowing" is your way of perfectly participating in this now, and helping to establish the New Direction for life on Earth.

Knowing Ourselves through Relationship  

As you show up, choosing over and over to live with a sustained awareness of the New Reality, you discover who you are in relationship to others. Abraham-Hicks reminds us often that contrast and our relationship with others, "makes you, you." We need each other in order to have a sense of what and who we are. The contrast allows our uniqueness to be visible. Realize that the "others" might be people, relationships, situations, trees, animals, memories, that this takes many forms, but nevertheless it is through the combination of our individuated human perspective and all that we encounter that we wake up to who we are. Gradually we'll learn to participate in the New Reality in ways that are built upon our authentic expression, our true being, our freedom and the empowerment that is our true nature. 

For those of us who came here, choosing to live through the pass over into the "promised land" this bridging of one experience to the next is a unique and challenging aspect of our ascension and divine embodiment as higher frequency humans.  We came here to create the New Human from within the construct of physical form and while changing the very landscape and bodies in which we live and are focused.  It's a different experience than those being born now into this new potential. We have to unlearn our old ways and patterns, and open to new ones, experiencing all that comes with such a fundamental metamorphosis.   

Discovering & Releasing Attachments to Structure, Patterns & Vestiges of Identity 

Despite being in new terrain, and Earth clearly having completed the transit, we're still going to discover and release structure, patterns and other vestiges of our old identity.  That is because evolution is ongoing, even if the vibrational shift for the planet has now taken place. 

Like all transitions there is a middle ground and like all of evolution there are tipping points and quieter moments, but the essence is ongoing dynamic change.   

We also know from life that we don't go from the old right into the new, when there is an ending. There is always a transition space, that typically is an uncomfortable time of standing in the middle of the road--not in the old, not yet in the new. We're actually bridging one reality to the next and with this, we'll eventually, I hope, entirely drop the associations with the bridging at some point.  I'm 50 now and I'm not sure how long this will take or if it will even happen entirely in this life experience. It may. It may not. I have to be honest and comfortable with my own not-knowing to live honestly within the New Paradigm, participating fully and letting my life stream be part of creating the New Reality. This means honestly acknowledging that this is a process, and my joyful frequency is best served by pacing myself as suits my own unique life. 

Every experience I have of expansion, releases more of the bridge from the old. My comfort with freedom grows as I learn to live in not-knowing and allow myself to choose without winnowing my choices into duality: one being better than another. As I learn to live without the story of duality, without a program, a pattern, a project, a goal, being used to give my life identity, to create or define who I am, I open to the potential that I simply am valuable as I am. From this I allow myself to consider that what matters to me matter because I matter. At this intersection of meaning and truth, I can fully be all I came here to be.  

I allow myself to use projects or ways I'm focused as expression--without some idea that they need to be perfect, but with a realization that they are perfect--they are what they are, which is intrinsically valuable.  Things I do love and find beautiful are important because I am important--a vital aspect of Creation. It's as simple as that. This is a very different frame of reference than our old ideas of making ourselves beautiful, meaningful, valuable or even spiritual, because of doing, seemingly through accomplishments, with beliefs, because of "enlightened ideas" or behaviors.  

To embrace that all of life is spiritual and shift into Unity is to move beyond this labeling of things and to let the old fall away. The truth of being--that each perfect expression of Source Energy here on Earth, including ME, is doing exactly what is needed for the evolution and delight of our  soul--can then shift us into the expansive freedom available.  We can brave this freedom with the support of one another, the wisdom of our Soul connection and in this newness we can begin to see just how far we can let ourselves go into that spaciousness and creativity and bless that--not needing it to be different. Letting ourselves do this our own way. 

Our Ability and Our Willingness to Expand Our Comfort with Freedom will Grow 

As we begin this deep, new, conversation we can take notice of our ability and our willingness to expand our comfort with this freedom and our trust that it will grow. Can we feel this? Can we allow this to comfort us and give us boldness and strength?  Do we deeply know that this growth is natural and it's the momentum of life on Earth? I invite you to consider that this unfolding is already happening, that we don't have to work at it, we just learn to relate to it with a willingness to let it evolve and develop. We give ourselves a break--letting ourselves use old patterns which give comfort and some sense of stability, as we need to--so we can stretch and open more and more to the newness. 

Because we love ourselves so much. Because we know we can't screw this up. Because we know it's all perfect.  Because of these deep truths, we let ourselves grow into this incredible spaciousness and freedom at a pace that feels right to each of us. We don't compare, we simply allow. We let ourselves be who we are right now--without some idea of needing to maintain consistency, yet realizing that a certain amount of consistency is familiar and comforting to ourselves and so we let ourselves experiment with all of this from a place--an ongoing place--of not knowing. 

Empowering Approach: Live as a Creator. Revise Reality, Continuing to Make Our Experiences More Beautiful

In embracing our newness, we might find that one particular mode that supports our participation in the light coming, expanding, grounding and elevating, is to simply live as a curious, confident, can't-go-wrong, creator. Although we may not feel this way in every moment, we can embrace the idea that we are a Creator, a natural expression of Source energy which gives form through focus and expression through information and structuring reality and return to it when we lose our way. We do this by choosing. By envisioning. With all the many ways we use our awareness to amplify, inform and build energy. 

Claim Your Re-birth by Allowing Innocence, Hope, Idealism and Interest to Expand. 

In the realization of our innocent child-like newness with things, we can allow empower ourselves and claim the truth our our re-birth by allowing innocence, hope, idealism and interest to expand.  We can notice where we have passion and feel natural drive toward life. We can orient to these areas of interest and let these qualities expand. We can give up being bored, which comes from habit and not being present, and instead remember how to be engaged, involved, how to step off the sidelines and participate.  We can reclaim our interest in life and our enthusiasm.  We can reflect on our experiences noticing how interested we were and how interesting everything feels to us. In relationships, we can meet one another curious and attentive, empowering sharing, connection, love expressed as attention. We can meet our own lives following the juiciness into expansion and as an impetus for creativity.

In this willingness to embrace our Creator-God Nature, we begin, in fact, to move in Unity with the current of our shared experience on this new Earth. We join in the process of setting the new direction and seeding the New Reality. 

You are doing this anyway. Why not make a conscious choice about how you're broadcasting and participating in the co-creation of life?   

We can choose to contribute our sensibility plugged in and turned on, juiced up: harmonics of uplifted focus and form. 

Each time we have an experience that we love, we can really take notice. Each time we have an experience that we didn't love, we can choose differently. We can also pause for a moment and envision how it might be more beautiful. How we wish it would go. We can let our own preferences for the tonality and sensibility of expression shape life. 

Each time we meet one another we can do so with an awareness that we might glimpse our unity in this connection, that we might feel and know the expansive diversity of our own wholeness. That we might have an experience which can grow our ability to allow our self, in all forms and versions, to have more freedom to be as we are without resistance.  

We can remove resistance from the flow of life!  We can, as reflections of this wholeness and in our relationship to our-self, allow. As we re-orient to ease and courage, giving ourselves freedom and permission to evolve, change, experiment and play we move all of life into more freedom, our permission goes to everyone and anyone who can claim it will benefit. Not needing the stability to come from others or even increasingly from ourselves let's us feel more playful and have more fun. Putting to the test the abundance of life by learning to rely totally on the inner compass for assuring our well-being and resources allows us to discover our Unity in a profound visceral way. 

The Big Picture: Empowering the Continuum of Our Being

Life is mean to be joyful. That is the essence of what amplifies our energy and grounds more light into this sphere of reality. In our joy we empower our Soul to transmit the essence of our being more fully into our human form. We empower the continuum of our being to express more fully in our human form. We evolve the potential of intelligent life in human form on Earth creating new opportunities for participation throughout the Omni-verse and create wave upon wave of upliftment as we allow proliferation of our expression in new ways and the joyful awareness of this creativity. 

In our willingness to embody these higher frequencies we initiate a direct conversation with our own relationships to freedom, power and and spaciousness. We are drawn into challenging new experiences that summon the courage and permission needed to let our identity go and let our way of being accumulate into a new-found presence in the New Reality. We create this reality which summons us then and supports us into, more wholeness.  

This quantum unfolding is brilliant, amazing and we're in the midst it all.

Realize that we will not do this at the same pace. It will happen for each of us as our energy evolves. What we're in vibrational relationship to, in resonance or harmony with, we will perceive, have access to and experience. Life and our experience of it is fluid. We will flow based on our focus and frequency and we will learn to embrace the freedom of choice available to us as well as the openings within each band of frequency which are so subtle and yet so broad we have not yet oriented to them in their fullness. 

The diversity of experience is actually deepening and accelerating spherically in many directions all at once!

Likewise, the breadth of your consciousness, your largeness, is "begging" to be acknowledged and set free.

You are not a singular thing to be expressed in a single identity. 

You are HUGE!

You are a vast, multidimensional field of light, expressed through human form in increasingly complex ways that are rich, unique, informed and capable. Allow yourself to have "many lives" within this one life.  

Perhaps you might begin by letting yourself soak all this up and consider that it's true, it's awesome and it's all going well. 

Notice how you continually let yourself have more freedom to choose without the duality of judgment narrating what's right or wrong, better or worse…notice when it's just your moment to moment preference making decisions, and celebrate! Recognize these moments as you being a little more grounded in the New Reality and that in doing so, you release a little of the bridge and shift a little more into the new. Celebrate!  Encourage yourself with love and a sense of the timeless journey of evolution and expansion you're coming into a greater understanding of and experience with. Know that the perfection of your journey and your choices is creating this experience for everything and everyone.  

Allow yourself to not know what is happening when you feel that way and to deepen your ability to enjoy that.

That is the key to your freedom. 

The shift into a new state of consciousness, collectively, is underway. 

It's uncharted territory, which is good--because it's constantly changing anyway, so a map would be obsolete quickly.  And you, are connected to it all, creating it and playing with it from within and as the wholeness it is, all at once. What's happening is beyond conception so just feel your way into things. 

Realize whatever map-like understanding of the New Reality is being created for you, by you, as you, day to day. Moment to moment. You'll discover what in this new domain is persistent and fundamental, and what is fluid and open to change and choice. You'll discover your favorite way of relating to this new "place" of being and what you love most, what's more challenging what's less interesting and how and where you wish to focus. As in all spheres of perception and experience, your focus and your frequency establish your standards for experience. 

There is a perfect way to participate and be in alignment moment to moment and we know this by listening and feeling ourselves. This true way of being accumulates into an experience of presence which empowers our Soul to expand, be more aware of itself and through this collaboration, life unfurls into more LOVE.

Your feelings, sensations, insights, way of relating to yourself and all that is your life, is how you are establishing the New Reality--with your energy and your presence. Participate in the Light coming? You're doing it. If you wish to more intentionally engage, simply intend to become more present to you.

With joy and love, and so happy to be here with you,

I AM Meredith

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an emergent experience

Today's new moon supports our unfurling. We can feel and notice the small movements, the changes underway, all fueling the expression of our blueprint into greater being. We can use the momentum of the moon to shape this by focusing upon the essence of things while we're in process. We can spotlight the experiences we want to amplify, consciously notice beauty, pick up on what we love, greet delight with recognition, thereby creating more.

We're in a period of concentrating, integrating, and anticipating the elaboration into creativity. I feel myself gathering strength--mending, resting, nourishing, filling the well--anticipating, and sometimes impatient that I'm not in the "action" part of things yet.  But I trust it's coming. I can feel it. I know actualizing this in form, and its many variations, is next.

I also know that if I don't truly allow the energy to build, I won't have the superlative expression it's sourcing me for.

We are moving into an amplified, opened-up, multidimensional formulation of who we are.

It's quiet, and yet so obvious that everything is different.

How do we know this? We know in our own hearts, in our sensations, in our perspectives, in so many finespun experiences that reveal the fundamentals are different.

In this newness--because we've allowed ourselves to realize our own worth--we're also filled with self-love, and thus we value our own life, our own experiences. We don't doubt these moments of subtle insight, we smile, and trust them. 

opening the new year in silence

Happy New Year Beloved One!

I am with you in love, and yet largely silent as it feels like the right approach to these sacred days.

I continue to settle and absorb all the changes that have and are occurring. It feels so good and so peaceful to be largely quiet.

I am appreciative that I can go with this desire and be just as I wish to be,with myself and present to what's taking place.

I wish for you to also be able to live and be as best supports you right now. I anticipate with joy, sharing the co-creation and expansion I know is present now for us all.  

One love.

Namaste

energizing the new human template

The acceleration is quite noticeable for many of us. Incredible openings, release, manifestation, insight, elevation. New spaciousness and life beyond old identities. On the Solstice-Dec. 21, 2012, we're completing a 26,000 year cycle. Our planet will align with the Great Central Sun, and the galactic center. Transmissions of unconditional, pure love will flow forth and each of us, will receive these to the extent we are capable of receiving, grounding and integrating. 

We're in the transition point to that alignment. All our prior experiences on Earth within that cycle, are arising for completion. A perfect way to participate is to just let our identities soften, loosen, be fluid... Allow ourself to summon all the experiences, the love, the support we need to reflect and be present to ourselves thru this ending and this beginning. 

Bless your own pathway, your heart and soul wisdom in guiding you home into wholeness and remembering. Do not compare yourself to anyone--just be YOU. We're all different. Some are choosing to leave the planet, as you're probably noticing. I've heard of many suicides, just since Friday of last week. I've seen many challenged by the recent deaths to believe anything beautiful is taking place at this time. Let your heart tell you what is true. 

Bless the mystery of each journey, all choices are to be honored. Return to your heart over and over, allowing yourself to feel your own way, your own experiences. Trust yourself as much as you know how. Right here, right now, just as you are--YOU are love and you are LOVED! The love you are provides everything. Let yourself go at your pace--no pushing, no need to be different, just being YOU. Perfect. Beautiful.

The New Human--consciously multidimensional. Grounding Cosmic Consciousness, Unity Consciousness on Earth thru awareness and presence. And so it is.

Life at the Ideafrontier...Expect Wonderful!

endings and beginnings

Endings & Beginnings. A beautiful time to celebrate ALL YOU ARE!
I just tonight found this post, or I would have shared it earlier.  I found this message so accurate for what's been naturally occuring in my conversations with friends and our expanding joy. I love and resonate with this very much. Give your precious beautiful self a big love-bomb and read on...

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The manuscript of survival – part 236

Today is the first day in the rest of your life, as someone once said, and that is so true. For now, you will pass into the mouth of that energetic vortex that is spinning ever faster just in front of you. For today is 11.12.12 or 12.11.12 if you will, the day before 12.12.12. So get ready dear ones, you are about to enter the wringer in more ways than one. Of course, this is a jestful way to talk about what for so many will be the pivotal point of their life, or rather lives, here. But we do so in order to remind you all that this is a day for rejoicing and for taking stock of just how far you have come. For your footsteps linger still, and they cover much ground, and for that, you need to give yourselves all the credit you deserve. For you have indeed come a long way. Far, far longer than you mayhaps can even envisage, and we say this today in order to make you all take a pause and connect with your past in some way. For your past is what has brought you here, and your past is what has made your future possible. For tomorrow, your future will begin in earnest, so today, give yourself some applause for what you have managed to accomplish in your sojourn here on this planet.

For what you have done, no man has done before, and so too, it will be in each and every day ahead. For now, you enter the phase that has been calling in your hearts for many a lifetime. For as you enter the vortex of change, you will enter the rebirthing period, that fabled period talked about for thousands of years. For you have indeed made it dear ones, and as you stand upon the threshold of tomorrow it is befitting to salute yourselves for every step you have taken since you first entered a human body. For those steps are so many, and some of them will seem to have gone in the opposite direction of where you wanted to go. But they did not. Because every step you have taken has been for a good reason, and even if the actions you took on that way for many will be deemed as harsh or even cruel, they were an important part of your journey. For you did not come here to live a blissful existence life after life. You came here to taste everything, even the bitterest of potions, and you have dear ones. For each and every one of you have played out the whole register. You have been the oppressor as well as the oppressed, the judge and the criminal, the victim and the perpetrator, the saint and the sinner – all rolled into one. And that is exactly why you have made it all the way here.

And here you all stand, alike in the fact that you have been a part of this human race for eons, and you have finally come together to witness the rebirthing of this same race. For after tomorrow, what has been will be left at the wayside, and the only thing that will count, is how you choose to create the new. So we say this to you today, lift your head and stand proud in the knowledge that whoever you are and whatever you have done, now or in a previous life, you are all qualified to enter this tunnel of love. For that is what it truly is. A vast tunnel of love that will wash you all clean and send you out in the other end with a very new perspective on things.

So savour this moment, and give thanks to all that you are and all that you have been, and prepare yourself to be taken into the loving, if somewhat intense embrace of this vortex that awaits you. We give you these words today, for tomorrow we will not call in on you in the same way, as we will leave you all to enter the stillness you have inside in order to prepare for the ride you have coming up. So spend some time today to give thanks for the way you have made yourselves arrive at this door, and then, let it fall away and concentrate on manifesting your future. For that is the task that awaits you as soon as you have cleared the gates and entered that tunnel, and for many, this process will start even sooner than you think. That is all for today. We wish you all godspeed and a safe journey in the days ahead.

Re-blogged from Aisha North

http://aishanorth.wordpress.com/2012/12/11/the-manuscript-of-survival-part-236/